A friend has had a loss. A terrible one and I am unsure of what to do. Prayer is all I seem to be able to give

God is showing me just how much he knows my heart. Just how much my heart wants to change and giving me opportunities to do so. Thats incredibly amazing and awesome at the same time.

How terrified am I to make the first steps towards change?

On a different note, my room is still clean. Im actually eating three meals a day and intend to join Curves later this month. I like the part where I didn't make resolutions this year. Im already much happier than I usually am at this time every year.