sometimes it just creeps up on me and covers like a blanket, thick and suffocating.
like a net that i cannot escape.
trying just makes it worse
giving up seems too easy to be the way out


and....tah-dah! my mood swings are uncalculated nonsense! i dont understand them, so you shouldnt either......earlier today i was ok and now....oh now! you frustrate me so. Bah!