this weekend has been really long.
dont get me wrong, it was really fun and all. I mean, i saw a really good show sunday afternoon and hung out with people that i havent gotten to nearly all semester. and that was too much fun probably
but this weekend, above all things, i felt needed. i felt as if i didnt just exist but that i had a purpose even if it was just for the weekend. and that was wonderful. i havent felt needed or wanted around very much lately so this was a good thing i hope.
it hurts when you realize people you love dont want you around but it sooooo good to find people who do care, even if its just cos someone is out of town or something like that ya know?
maybe this is a premature feeling, i shouldnt get my hopes up........