i got nothin

thats right NOTHIN'
well, its not like i had something huge planned to begin with....but my two best friends arent going to be at home this summer! how odd. i dont think ive ever had an ENTIRE summer like that. im not looking forward to it
o i mean, ill get a job....hopefully counsel a couple of sessions of camp, you know the usual but itll be soooo different. also, im not ruling that the annual "hey harding students, we need counselours for our camps too" job fair wont bring any results......im just lamenting about change here. its something that ive never dealt with very well ever. just ask anyone. i dont know, maybe il end up doing something fantabulous but for right now, its a weird feeling, knowing ill be alone