07 April, 2009

Gonna Have to be honest here

Because the people who actually read this love and care about me (i hope/think)

Im struggling. You probably noticed. Chances are I told you I was fine
Chances are I have snapped at you about something silly. You should know I am sorry. I wish I could take it back. I'm sorry

I wish I weren't so ridiculous and that this wasn't going to be labeled as an "emo" post but its not just stress from school or Spring Sing. Its me. Theres something wrong and Im struggling with how to deal.

I need your prayers so I can pray again, I need a hug and a really good cry. But most of all, I wanna be a good friend. Help me to do that please.