Lately I have been wondering about my desicion-making skills.
They are currently lacking in the "what am I going to do with my life after college" area btw....

But in other things, really, how do I decide what happens? Or, the big one, WHY do I decide the way I do. Am I setting myself up for failure and hurt? Is this a cycle I can break out of ever? I wish I knew because its time for change.

A huge burden was lifted off of me today. I should have said no a way long time ago, but now happened so there it is.

i wish you knew how often i still think about you.