25 February, 2008
my heart hurts so much right now. i feel betrayed and used and worthless. and i dont deserve to feel that way. at all ever. i wish i had enough sense of self to tell you these things but i cannot trust that you will listen. you want to be with him, fine. but why do i get punished because of it? do i no longer deserve more than a bumper sticker? becuase im worth more that that. so much more. and im finally beginning to see that, cant you?