25 February, 2008
my heart hurts so much right now. i feel betrayed and used and worthless. and i dont deserve to feel that way. at all ever. i wish i had enough sense of self to tell you these things but i cannot trust that you will listen. you want to be with him, fine. but why do i get punished because of it? do i no longer deserve more than a bumper sticker? becuase im worth more that that. so much more. and im finally beginning to see that, cant you?
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You don't deserve it. Always remember your worth, Courtney. You are a beautiful person, inside and out. I know it hurts when those closest to you don't acknowledge it, but I'm glad you are starting to see just how much you are worth!
ReplyDeleteI love you and as always, I'm praying for your situation. Give me a call sometime!